Ну почему она тянет к себе так сильно…..сильнее чем тоска по родным, когда не сидищь и не пьёшь с ними кофе в уютной тёплой кухне по году….почему так тянет её вечно бурлящий пеной океан…?!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Неужели она действительно врастает и проростает в тебе так быстро,глубоко и незаметно для тебя самого,что после каких то 2х лет проведённых там ты уже почти ничто без той жизни,которую вдыхаешь бродя по пляжам, рассекая на байке, перекусывая в местных кафешках и бесконечных днях сменяющихся такими же бесконечно прекрасными ночами!
Вот это я влипла!
потому что поняла почему!
Потому что там он — мой человек….каким бы он ни был, как бы я от себя этого не скрывала он ДЕЙСТВИТЕЛЬНО МОЙ,но он теперьб там, а я здесь.
И я понимаю,что я ПОПАЛА!
И НЕ ПОТОМУ ЧТО ОН НЕ ТОТ КОГО ИСКАЛА НА ВСЕ 100%, А ПОТОМУ ЧТО Я УЖЕ ОПЯТЬ СОВЕРШИЛА ОЧЕРЕДНУЮ НЕПОПРАВИМУЮ ОШИБКУ В СВОЕЙ ЖИЗНИ, ПОЗВОЛИВ ОБСТОЯТЕЛЬСТВАМ ПРОВЕСТИ МЕЖДУ НАМИ ТРЕМЯ РАССТОЯНИЕ В ТЫСЯЧИ КМ И В ТЫСЯЧИ ЧАСОВ!
ТРЕМЯ? (Я,ОН — МОЙ «КРАБ» И ИНДИЯ, ВЕРНЕЕ ГОА)
ДЫ, ЭТО БЫЛА НАВЕРНОЕ ОГРОМНЕЙШАЯ ОШИБКА МОЕЙ ЖИЗНИ, КОТОРАЯ ПОСЕЛИЛА В МОЕЙ ЧЕРЕПУШКЕ САЙКОДЕЛИЧЕСКОГО РОДА И РАЗМЕРОВ ТОСКУ, А ЕЩЕ И ЗЛОСТЬ НА СЕБЯ И СВОЮ СЛАБОХАРАКТЕРНОСТЬ.
конечно же не буду вдаваться во все тяжкие и неперестовать гнобить и ругать себя, но факт есть факт!
остаётся успокаивать себя кредовским выражением моей мамы: Все,что не делается, так и ДОЛЖНО БЫТЬ!
ну а я называю это так Life is what happens to u when u have other plans!
именно разлука с ними двумя и даёт осознание тоски...
для меня это теперь когда болит ВСЁ, не только там душа,сердце,как кто-то говорит, болит все тело,сознание, все внутри болит....и хуже от осознания что ты беспомощен в данной ситуации...
остаётся только прыгать с парашютом, заниматься, неистово заниматься йогой, бродить по городу в наушниках с Fyfe Dangerfield, John Legend, Van Buuren...курить,пить кофе, жить в скайпе, от которого, если честно уже тошнит, хвататься за любые книги и пересматривать ООООгромное кол-во фильмов.
Не удивляйся, но я даже готовить маме ужины научилась, чего не умела даже для него - МИСТЕРА "КРАБА".....ЖУТЬ...НЕ УЗНАЮ СЕБЯ СОВЕРШЕННО С ЭТОЙ ГОТОВКОЙ...даже варенье яблочное сподобилась приготовить, да еще и фаршированные перцы...ух, и получилось же!
А ЕЩЕ КАК МИНИМУМ МЕСЯЦА ТРИ!
I NEED U, MY INDIA!!!
суббота, 28 августа 2010 г.
четверг, 26 августа 2010 г.
...Forgiving?
We love ourself even after making so many mistakes. Then how can we hate others 4 their small mistakes? Strange but true! So make habit of FORGIVING
Pearls Before Breakfast - без комментариев...
THE SITUATION In Washington, DC, at a Metro Station, on a cold January morning in 2007, this man with a violin played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, approximately 2,000 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work. After about 3 minutes, a middle-aged man noticed that there was a musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds, and then he hurried on to meet his schedule. About 4 minutes later: The violinist received his first dollar. A woman threw money in the hat and, without stopping, continued to walk. After 6 minutes: A young man leaned against the wall to listen to him, then looked at his watch and started to walk again. After 10 minutes: A 3-year old boy stopped, but his mother tugged him along hurriedly. The kid stopped to look at the violinist again, but the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk, turning his head the whole time. This action was repeated by several other children, but every parent - without exception - forced their children to move on quickly. After 45 minutes: The musician played continuously. Only 6 people stopped and listened for a short while. About 20 gave money but continued to walk at their normal pace. The man collected a total of $32. After 1 hour: He finished playing and silence took over. No one noticed and no one applauded. There was no recognition at all. No one knew this, but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the greatest musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written, with a violin worth $3.5 million dollars. Two days before, Joshua Bell sold-out a theater in Boston where the seats averaged $100 each to sit and listen to him play the same music. This is a true story. Joshua Bell, playing incognito in the D.C. Metro Station, was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste and people's priorities. This experiment raised several questions: *In a common-place environment, at an inappropriate hour, do we perceive beauty? *If so, do we stop to appreciate it? *Do we recognize talent in an unexpected context? One possible conclusion reached from this experiment could be this: If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world, playing some of the finest music ever written, with one of the most beautiful instruments ever made. How many other things are we missing as we rush through life?
My body....
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It just came to my boiled head; no judgment please – thoughts under the fever 101’ F:…Why do we say “my body”? It is not mine. It is out of our hands. It is getting thick, olden out of our wish. Its like a robe, given to us by someone for a trial period, for an imprisonment into our own “I”. Bcs when its finally full spoiled, our rent period is over!The one, who sewed all the robes was surely making them without any inspiration. As a result, he very seldom was creating masterpieces, sometimes simply good/well-done pieces, but then the designer must be resting: fashioned hastily, just embossed, hands…legs….done…next one…POT-BOILER! So many people arre suffering bcs of his dishonesty.But it’s a more fuck up when he – unknown designer, had worked hard and really gave you a personable, beautiful look-up, and you got used to it, …….but suddenly he hijacks his ouwn gift!And its not about Cinderella case, when after the stroke her beautiful dress returns into a baggers’ clothes. No, he acts like a Pervert sadist: spoils the costume slowly, one part after another, piece after piece, though blow-by-blow! Here picks of a patch,,, there undo a steam… And there is no chance to break away from his bloody arms, no any chance!We all know, that finally everyone of us will start to become older and older, however we all live like it will never happen to us. As if we ve got an immortal youth .But the day when a mirror will remind you: there is no immortality, and endless youth , this day will come. And it is your turn now – take as a prove your first wrinkle or grey hair!It was something like a silly thoughts bcs of nothing to do and bcs of a terrible looking face that was watching me today from the bath mirror!))))))))))
'Life isn't about how to survive the storm, But how to dance in the rain.'
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman,
probably in his 80s, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb.
He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be
over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him
looking at his watch and decided, since I
was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On
exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the
needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's
appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.The gentleman told
me no, that he needed to go to
the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her
health.He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was
a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.
As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.He
replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not
recognized him in five years now.
I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even
though she doesn't know who you are?
He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me, but I
still know who she is.'
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and
thought,That is the kind of love I want in my life.'
True love is neither physical, nor romantic.True love is an acceptance
of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one
that comes along that has an important message.. This one I thought I
could share with you.
The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the best of everything they have.
I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did.
probably in his 80s, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb.
He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be
over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him
looking at his watch and decided, since I
was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On
exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the
needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's
appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.The gentleman told
me no, that he needed to go to
the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her
health.He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was
a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.
As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.He
replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not
recognized him in five years now.
I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even
though she doesn't know who you are?
He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me, but I
still know who she is.'
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and
thought,That is the kind of love I want in my life.'
True love is neither physical, nor romantic.True love is an acceptance
of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one
that comes along that has an important message.. This one I thought I
could share with you.
The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the best of everything they have.
I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did.
- ATM ......... Can laugh again even if U read it earlier
MALE VS. FEMALE
AT THE ATM MACHINE
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are
requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts.
After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the appropriate steps for your gender."
MALE PROCEDURE:
1. Drive up to the cash machine.
2. Put down your car window.
3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN.
4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw.
5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt.
6.. Put window up.
7. Drive off.
*******************************
FEMALE PROCEDURE:
Unfortunately, most of this part is the Truth.!!!!
1. Drive up to cash machine.
2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine.
3. Set parking brake, put the window down.
4. Find handbag, remove all contents on to passenger seat to locate card.
5. Tell person on cell phone you will call them back and hang up.
6. Attempt to insert card into machine.
7. Open car door to allow easier access to machine due to its excessive distance from the car.
8. Insert card.
9. Re-insert card the right way.
10. Dig through handbag to find diary with your PIN written on the inside back page.
11. Enter PIN.
12. Press cancel and re-enter correct PIN.
13. Enter amount of cash required.
14. Check makeup in rear view mirror.
15. Retrieve cash and receipt.
16. Empty handbag again to locate wallet and place cash inside.
17. Write debit amount in check register and place receipt in back of checkbook.
18. Re-check makeup.
19. Drive forward 2 feet.
20. Reverse back to cash machine.
21. Retrieve card.
22. Re-empty hand bag, locate card
holder, and place card into the slot provided!
23. Give dirty look to irate male driver waiting behind you.
24. Restart stalled engine and pull off.
25. Redial person on cell phone.
26. Drive for 2 to 3 miles.
27. Release Parking Brake.
AT THE ATM MACHINE
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are
requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts.
After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the appropriate steps for your gender."
MALE PROCEDURE:
1. Drive up to the cash machine.
2. Put down your car window.
3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN.
4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw.
5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt.
6.. Put window up.
7. Drive off.
*******************************
FEMALE PROCEDURE:
Unfortunately, most of this part is the Truth.!!!!
1. Drive up to cash machine.
2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine.
3. Set parking brake, put the window down.
4. Find handbag, remove all contents on to passenger seat to locate card.
5. Tell person on cell phone you will call them back and hang up.
6. Attempt to insert card into machine.
7. Open car door to allow easier access to machine due to its excessive distance from the car.
8. Insert card.
9. Re-insert card the right way.
10. Dig through handbag to find diary with your PIN written on the inside back page.
11. Enter PIN.
12. Press cancel and re-enter correct PIN.
13. Enter amount of cash required.
14. Check makeup in rear view mirror.
15. Retrieve cash and receipt.
16. Empty handbag again to locate wallet and place cash inside.
17. Write debit amount in check register and place receipt in back of checkbook.
18. Re-check makeup.
19. Drive forward 2 feet.
20. Reverse back to cash machine.
21. Retrieve card.
22. Re-empty hand bag, locate card
holder, and place card into the slot provided!
23. Give dirty look to irate male driver waiting behind you.
24. Restart stalled engine and pull off.
25. Redial person on cell phone.
26. Drive for 2 to 3 miles.
27. Release Parking Brake.
Passing the Purple Hat to You
IN honor of women's history month and in memory of Erma Bombeck who lost her fight with cancer.
Pass this on to five women that you want watched over.
If you don't know five women to pass this on to, one will do just fine.
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER - by Erma Bombeck
(written after she found out she was dying from cancer).
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day.
I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.
I would have talked less and listened more.
I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded.
I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.
I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.
I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband.
I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.
I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains.
I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.
I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.
Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.
When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, 'Later. Now go get washed up for dinner.' There would have been more 'I love you's' More 'I'm sorry's.'
But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute.look at it and really see it . . live it and never give it back. STOP SWEATING THE SMALL STUFF!!!
Don't worry about who doesn't like you, who has more, or who's doing what
Instead, let's cherish the relationships we have with those who do love us.
If you don't mind, send this on to all the women you are grateful to have as friends.
Maybe we should all grab that purple hat earlier.
Please send this to five phenomenal women today in celebration of Beautiful Women's Month.
If you do, something good will happen--you will boost another woman's self esteem.
KEEP IT LIT!
IN MEMORY .. . . . ..
These are the colors that represent the different cancers.
Sweet Poison......A Must Read !!!!!!
> >Read !!!!!!
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >I know this is quite a long mail, but please read it. It is most
> >informative and may help someone you know or indeed yourself. Google
> >Aspartame if you want confirmation.
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >October of 2001, my sister started getting very sick. She had stomach
> >spasms and she was having a hard time getting around. Walking was a major
> >chore. It took everything she had just to get out of bed; she was in so
> >much pain.
> >
> >By March 2002, she had undergone several tissue and muscle biopsies and
> >was on 24 various prescription medications. The doctors could not
> >determine what was wrong with her. She was in so much pain, and so sick
> >she just knew she was dying.
> >
> >She put her house, bank accounts, life insurance, etc., in her oldest
> >daughter's name, and made sure that her younger children were to be taken
> >care of.
> >
> >She also wanted her last hooray, so she planned a trip to Florida
> >(basically in a wheelchair) for March 22nd.
> >
> >On March 19, I called her to ask how her most recent tests went, and she
> >said they didn't find anything on the test, but they believe she had MS.
> >
> >I recalled an article a friend of mine e-mailed to me and I asked my
> >sister if she drank diet soda? She told me that she did. As a matter
> >of fact, she was getting ready to crack one open that moment.
> >
> >I told her not to open it, and to stop drinking the diet soda! I
> >e-mailed her an article my friend, a lawyer, had sent. My sister called
> >me within 32 hours after our phone conversation and told me she had
> >stopped drinking the diet soda AND she could walk! The muscle spasms went
> >away. She said she didn't feel 100% but, she sure felt a lot better.
> >
> >She told me she was going to her doctor with this article and would call
> >me when she got home.
> >
> >Well, she called me, and said her doctor was amazed! He is going to call
> >all of his MS patients to find out if they consumed artificiasweeteners
> >ofof any kind. In a nutshell, she was being poisoned by the Aspartame in
> >the diet soda... and literally dying a slow and miserable death.
> >
> >When she got to Florida March 22, all she had to take was one pill, and
> >that was a pill for the Aspartame poisoning! She is well on her way to a
> >complete recovery. And she is walking! No wheelchair! This article
> >saved her life.
> >
> >If it says 'SUGAR FREE' on the label; DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!
> >
> >I have spent several days lecturing at the WORLD ENVIRONMENTAL CONFERENCE
> >on 'ASPARTAME,' marketed as 'NutraSweet,' 'Equal,' and 'Spoonful.'
> >
> >In the keynote address by the EPA, it was announced that in the United
> >States in 2001 there is an epidemic of multiple sclerosis and systemic
> >lupus. It was difficult to determine exactly what toxin was causing this
> >to be rampant. I stood up and said that I was there to lecture on
> >exactly that subject.
> >
> >I will explain why Aspartame is so dangerous: When the temperature of
> >this sweetener exceeds 86 degrees F, the wood alcohol in ASPARTAME
> >converts to formaldehyde and then to formic acid, which in turn causes
> >metabolic acidosis. Formic acid is the poison found in the sting of fire
> >ants. The methanol toxicity mimics, among other conditions, multiple
> >sclerosis and systemic lupus.
> >
> >Many people were being diagnosed in error. Although multiple sclerosis
> >is not a death sentence, Methanol toxicity is!
> >
> >Systemic lupus has become almost as rampant as multiple sclerosis,
> >especially with Diet Coke and Diet Pepsi drinkers.
> >
> >The victim usually does not know that the Aspartame is the culprit. He
> >or she continues its use; irritating the lupus to such a degree that it
> >may become a life-threatening condition. We have seen patients with
> >systemic lupus become asymptotic, once taken off diet sodas.
> >
> >In cases of those diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis, most of the symptoms
> >disappear. We've seen many cases where vision loss re turned and hearing
> >loss improved markedly.
> >
> >This also applies to cases of tinnitus and fibromyalgia. During a
> >lecture, I said, 'If you are using ASPARTAME (Nutriara Sweet, Equal,
> >Spoonful, etc) and you suffer from fibromyalgia symptoms, spasms,
> >shooting, pains, numbness in your legs,
> >Cramps,
> >Vertigo,
> >Dizziness,
> >Headaches,
> >Tinnitus,
> >Joint pain,
> >Unexplainable depression, anxiety attacks, slurred speech, blurred vision,
> >or memory loss you probably have ASPARTAME poisoning!' People were
> >jumping up during the lecture saying, 'I have some of these symptoms. Is
> >it reversible?'
> >
> >Yes!
> >Yes!
> >Yes!
> >STOP drinking diet sodas and be alert for Aspartame on food labels! Many
> >products are fortified with it! This is a serious problem. Dr. Espart
> >(one of my speakers) remarked that so many people seem to be symptomatic
> >for MS and during his recent visit to a hospice; a nurse stated that six
> >of her friends, who were heavy Diet Coke addicts, had all been diagnosed
> >with MS. This is beyond coincidence!
> >
> >Diet soda is NOT a diet product! It is a chemically altered, multiple
> >SODIUM (salt) and ASPARTAME containing product that actually makes you
> >crave carbohydrates.
> >
> >It is far more likely to make you GAIN weight!
> >
> >These products also contain formaldehyde, which stores in the fat cells,
> >particularly in the hips and thighs. Formaldehyde is an absolute toxin
> >and is used primarily to preserve 'tissue specimens.'
> >
> >Many products we use every day contain this chemical but we SHOULD NOT
> >store it IN our body!
> >
> >Dr. H. J. Roberts stated in his lectures that once free of the'diet
> >products' and with no significant increase in exercise; his patients lost
> >an average of 19 pounds over a trial period.
> >
> >Aspartame is especially dangerous for diabetics. We found that some
> >physicians, who believed that they had a patient with retinopathy, in
> >fact, had symptoms caused by Aspartame. The Aspartame drives the blood
> >sugar out of control. Thus diabetics may suffer acute memory loss due to
> >the fact that aspartic acid and phenylalanine are NEURO TOXIC when taken
> >without the other amino acids necessary for a good balance.
> >
> >Treating diabetes is all about BALANCE. Especially with diabetics, the
> >Aspartame passes the blood/brain barrier and it then deteriorates the
> >neurons of the brain; causing various levels of brain
> >damage,Seizures,Depression, Manic depression, Panic attacks,Uncontrollable
> >anger and rage.
> >
> >Consumption of Aspartame causes these same symptoms in non-diabetics as
> >well. Documentation and observation also reveal that thousands of children
> >diagnosed with ADD and ADHD have had complete turnarounds in their
> >behavior when these chemicals have been removed from their diet.
> >
> >So called 'behavior modification prescription drugs' (Ritalin and others)
> >are no longer needed. Truth be told, they were never NEEDED in the first
> >place!
> >
> >Most of these children were being 'poisoned' on a daily basis with the
> >very foods that were 'better for them than sugar.'
> >
> >It is also suspected that the Aspartame in thousands of pallets of diet
> >Coke and diet Pepsi consumed by men and women fighting in the Gulf War,
> >may be partially to blame for the well-known Gulf War Syndrome.
> >
> >Dr. Roberts warns that it can cause birth defects, i...e. mental
> >retardation, if taken at the time of conception and during early
> >pregnancy. Children are especially at risk for neurological disorders
> >and should NEVER be given artificial sweeteners.
> >
> >There are many different case histories to relate of children suffering
> >grand mal seizures and other neurological disturbances talking about a
> >plague of neurological diseases directly caused by the use of this deadly
> >poison.'
> >
> >Herein lies the problem: There were Congressional Hearings when
> >Aspartame was included in 100 different products and strong objection was
> >made concerning its use. Since this initial hearing, there have been two
> >subsequent hearings, and still nothing has been done. The drug and
> >chemical lobbies have very deep pockets.
> >
> >Sadly, MONSANTO'S patent on Aspartame has EXPIRED! There are now over
> >5,000 products on the market that contain this deadly chemical and there
> >will be thousands more introduced. Everybody wants a'piece of the
> >Aspartame pie.'
> >
> >I assure you that MONSANTO, the creator of Aspartame, knows how deadly it is.
> >
> >And isn't it ironic that MONSANTO funds, among others, the American
> >Diabetes Association, the American Dietetic Association and the Conference
> >of the American College of Physicians?
> >
> >This has been recently exposed in the New York Times. These
> >[organizations] cannot criticize any additives or convey their link to
> >MONSANTO because they take money from the food industry and are required
> >to endorse their products.
> >
> >Senator Howard Metzenbaum wrote and presented a bill that would require
> >label warnings on products containing Aspartame, especially regarding
> >pregnant women, children and infants.
> >
> >The bill would also institute independent studies on the known dangers and
> >the problems existing in the general population regarding seizures,
> >changes in brain chemistry, neurological changes and behavioral symptoms.
> >
> >The bill was killed.
> >
> >It is known that the powerful drug and chemical lobbies are responsible
> >for this, letting loose the hounds of disease and death on an unsuspecting
> >and uninformed public. Please print this out or e-mail to your family &
> >friends.
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >I know this is quite a long mail, but please read it. It is most
> >informative and may help someone you know or indeed yourself. Google
> >Aspartame if you want confirmation.
> >
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> >October of 2001, my sister started getting very sick. She had stomach
> >spasms and she was having a hard time getting around. Walking was a major
> >chore. It took everything she had just to get out of bed; she was in so
> >much pain.
> >
> >By March 2002, she had undergone several tissue and muscle biopsies and
> >was on 24 various prescription medications. The doctors could not
> >determine what was wrong with her. She was in so much pain, and so sick
> >she just knew she was dying.
> >
> >She put her house, bank accounts, life insurance, etc., in her oldest
> >daughter's name, and made sure that her younger children were to be taken
> >care of.
> >
> >She also wanted her last hooray, so she planned a trip to Florida
> >(basically in a wheelchair) for March 22nd.
> >
> >On March 19, I called her to ask how her most recent tests went, and she
> >said they didn't find anything on the test, but they believe she had MS.
> >
> >I recalled an article a friend of mine e-mailed to me and I asked my
> >sister if she drank diet soda? She told me that she did. As a matter
> >of fact, she was getting ready to crack one open that moment.
> >
> >I told her not to open it, and to stop drinking the diet soda! I
> >e-mailed her an article my friend, a lawyer, had sent. My sister called
> >me within 32 hours after our phone conversation and told me she had
> >stopped drinking the diet soda AND she could walk! The muscle spasms went
> >away. She said she didn't feel 100% but, she sure felt a lot better.
> >
> >She told me she was going to her doctor with this article and would call
> >me when she got home.
> >
> >Well, she called me, and said her doctor was amazed! He is going to call
> >all of his MS patients to find out if they consumed artificiasweeteners
> >ofof any kind. In a nutshell, she was being poisoned by the Aspartame in
> >the diet soda... and literally dying a slow and miserable death.
> >
> >When she got to Florida March 22, all she had to take was one pill, and
> >that was a pill for the Aspartame poisoning! She is well on her way to a
> >complete recovery. And she is walking! No wheelchair! This article
> >saved her life.
> >
> >If it says 'SUGAR FREE' on the label; DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!
> >
> >I have spent several days lecturing at the WORLD ENVIRONMENTAL CONFERENCE
> >on 'ASPARTAME,' marketed as 'NutraSweet,' 'Equal,' and 'Spoonful.'
> >
> >In the keynote address by the EPA, it was announced that in the United
> >States in 2001 there is an epidemic of multiple sclerosis and systemic
> >lupus. It was difficult to determine exactly what toxin was causing this
> >to be rampant. I stood up and said that I was there to lecture on
> >exactly that subject.
> >
> >I will explain why Aspartame is so dangerous: When the temperature of
> >this sweetener exceeds 86 degrees F, the wood alcohol in ASPARTAME
> >converts to formaldehyde and then to formic acid, which in turn causes
> >metabolic acidosis. Formic acid is the poison found in the sting of fire
> >ants. The methanol toxicity mimics, among other conditions, multiple
> >sclerosis and systemic lupus.
> >
> >Many people were being diagnosed in error. Although multiple sclerosis
> >is not a death sentence, Methanol toxicity is!
> >
> >Systemic lupus has become almost as rampant as multiple sclerosis,
> >especially with Diet Coke and Diet Pepsi drinkers.
> >
> >The victim usually does not know that the Aspartame is the culprit. He
> >or she continues its use; irritating the lupus to such a degree that it
> >may become a life-threatening condition. We have seen patients with
> >systemic lupus become asymptotic, once taken off diet sodas.
> >
> >In cases of those diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis, most of the symptoms
> >disappear. We've seen many cases where vision loss re turned and hearing
> >loss improved markedly.
> >
> >This also applies to cases of tinnitus and fibromyalgia. During a
> >lecture, I said, 'If you are using ASPARTAME (Nutriara Sweet, Equal,
> >Spoonful, etc) and you suffer from fibromyalgia symptoms, spasms,
> >shooting, pains, numbness in your legs,
> >Cramps,
> >Vertigo,
> >Dizziness,
> >Headaches,
> >Tinnitus,
> >Joint pain,
> >Unexplainable depression, anxiety attacks, slurred speech, blurred vision,
> >or memory loss you probably have ASPARTAME poisoning!' People were
> >jumping up during the lecture saying, 'I have some of these symptoms. Is
> >it reversible?'
> >
> >Yes!
> >Yes!
> >Yes!
> >STOP drinking diet sodas and be alert for Aspartame on food labels! Many
> >products are fortified with it! This is a serious problem. Dr. Espart
> >(one of my speakers) remarked that so many people seem to be symptomatic
> >for MS and during his recent visit to a hospice; a nurse stated that six
> >of her friends, who were heavy Diet Coke addicts, had all been diagnosed
> >with MS. This is beyond coincidence!
> >
> >Diet soda is NOT a diet product! It is a chemically altered, multiple
> >SODIUM (salt) and ASPARTAME containing product that actually makes you
> >crave carbohydrates.
> >
> >It is far more likely to make you GAIN weight!
> >
> >These products also contain formaldehyde, which stores in the fat cells,
> >particularly in the hips and thighs. Formaldehyde is an absolute toxin
> >and is used primarily to preserve 'tissue specimens.'
> >
> >Many products we use every day contain this chemical but we SHOULD NOT
> >store it IN our body!
> >
> >Dr. H. J. Roberts stated in his lectures that once free of the'diet
> >products' and with no significant increase in exercise; his patients lost
> >an average of 19 pounds over a trial period.
> >
> >Aspartame is especially dangerous for diabetics. We found that some
> >physicians, who believed that they had a patient with retinopathy, in
> >fact, had symptoms caused by Aspartame. The Aspartame drives the blood
> >sugar out of control. Thus diabetics may suffer acute memory loss due to
> >the fact that aspartic acid and phenylalanine are NEURO TOXIC when taken
> >without the other amino acids necessary for a good balance.
> >
> >Treating diabetes is all about BALANCE. Especially with diabetics, the
> >Aspartame passes the blood/brain barrier and it then deteriorates the
> >neurons of the brain; causing various levels of brain
> >damage,Seizures,Depression, Manic depression, Panic attacks,Uncontrollable
> >anger and rage.
> >
> >Consumption of Aspartame causes these same symptoms in non-diabetics as
> >well. Documentation and observation also reveal that thousands of children
> >diagnosed with ADD and ADHD have had complete turnarounds in their
> >behavior when these chemicals have been removed from their diet.
> >
> >So called 'behavior modification prescription drugs' (Ritalin and others)
> >are no longer needed. Truth be told, they were never NEEDED in the first
> >place!
> >
> >Most of these children were being 'poisoned' on a daily basis with the
> >very foods that were 'better for them than sugar.'
> >
> >It is also suspected that the Aspartame in thousands of pallets of diet
> >Coke and diet Pepsi consumed by men and women fighting in the Gulf War,
> >may be partially to blame for the well-known Gulf War Syndrome.
> >
> >Dr. Roberts warns that it can cause birth defects, i...e. mental
> >retardation, if taken at the time of conception and during early
> >pregnancy. Children are especially at risk for neurological disorders
> >and should NEVER be given artificial sweeteners.
> >
> >There are many different case histories to relate of children suffering
> >grand mal seizures and other neurological disturbances talking about a
> >plague of neurological diseases directly caused by the use of this deadly
> >poison.'
> >
> >Herein lies the problem: There were Congressional Hearings when
> >Aspartame was included in 100 different products and strong objection was
> >made concerning its use. Since this initial hearing, there have been two
> >subsequent hearings, and still nothing has been done. The drug and
> >chemical lobbies have very deep pockets.
> >
> >Sadly, MONSANTO'S patent on Aspartame has EXPIRED! There are now over
> >5,000 products on the market that contain this deadly chemical and there
> >will be thousands more introduced. Everybody wants a'piece of the
> >Aspartame pie.'
> >
> >I assure you that MONSANTO, the creator of Aspartame, knows how deadly it is.
> >
> >And isn't it ironic that MONSANTO funds, among others, the American
> >Diabetes Association, the American Dietetic Association and the Conference
> >of the American College of Physicians?
> >
> >This has been recently exposed in the New York Times. These
> >[organizations] cannot criticize any additives or convey their link to
> >MONSANTO because they take money from the food industry and are required
> >to endorse their products.
> >
> >Senator Howard Metzenbaum wrote and presented a bill that would require
> >label warnings on products containing Aspartame, especially regarding
> >pregnant women, children and infants.
> >
> >The bill would also institute independent studies on the known dangers and
> >the problems existing in the general population regarding seizures,
> >changes in brain chemistry, neurological changes and behavioral symptoms.
> >
> >The bill was killed.
> >
> >It is known that the powerful drug and chemical lobbies are responsible
> >for this, letting loose the hounds of disease and death on an unsuspecting
> >and uninformed public. Please print this out or e-mail to your family &
> >friends.
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